Can I Touch? Can I Taste?
I think if we don't learn or explore something new about ourselves sexually, we become a creature of habit, therefore a sexual bore. Well, I recently learned something new about my sexual-self. I learned that I'm very stimulated by the touch and taste of a person's skin and naturally accessible flesh. Explaining skin is easy, so let me explain what I mean by "naturally accessible flesh" first.
What I mean by "naturally accessible flesh" is a body part like the head of a guy's dick, or (for those of you can handle my being bi, as any real man should) a woman's cunt. I get so turned on by touching the head of a guy's cock more than the rest of it. After all, that's where most of his sensation comes from anyway. Especially on a guy who's uncut like myself, because his head is more sensitive. I myself get a pleasant shiver from someone wetting their fingers or using their tongue to stroke the head of my dick.
I got the same rush from playing in a woman's pussy. My fondest memory of my trip to a bi-sex party was fingering a woman, licking her clit, and eating her out to the point that she started coming in my mouth. That may repulse some of you. But hey, it's human sexuality- so get over it.
This may be a case where I didn't save the best description for last, but I get immediately turned on by being skin to skin with someone I'm attracted. It practically always makes me want sex. So it should be no surprise that my favorite sexual positions give me access to touch the body. Which is why as I bottom, I LOVE missionary position so I can feel the guy's ass. Remember, I am an ass-man, and Dillon definitely has a nice one. In fact, when he was fucking me on that massage table in "DILLON:THE ONE", while you saw me grabbing his thighs, but I was actually trying to grab his ass. Hey, can you blame me?
As a top, I've come to realize that like many, I LOVE doggy style. I get so turned on by seeing an ass bounce every time I bang into it, and feeling those vibrations in my hands from his ass from each pounding.
With all that in mind, you may be wondering, "what about my dick being a sensory tool, since I do use it to fuck some ass?"
Simple answer is that for now, my cock is simply a tool to release the sexual tension that I've built up from everything on someone I've touched and tasted. For now, meaning that for intercourse, my dick won't ever again know the beauty of feeling the bare warmth from the flesh of inside a man's hole, because a condom will be a barrier. So I'm saving the sensation of my bare cock touching the flesh of inside a man's hole for when I'm have a husband.
So if this teaches you anything, I hope it teaches you to love to touch, love to taste, and when you get committed - get the ultimate touch and taste.
B.U2B. FREE,
Tre-X.com
Tre's Shower Show
First off, come see me LIVE Wednesday, February 27th at 9 p.m.
All proceeds from Bingo card sales go to charity, and if you win, you may leave with a copy of "DILLON:THE ONE". PLUS the more money you help raise,
the more clothes I take off. So come help get me naked LIVE.
And to give you some incentive to see it live - keep reading.....
When I 1st moved to Jersey City, my family placed some things in storage for me. One of the things that I put away was a camcorder that I had owned only for 1 month. Imagine my "annoyance" when I got my stuff and among things missing besides some clothing and loads of DVD movies, was my 1 month old camcorder. So now, I finally brought me a new one. It's not as expensive as the one that was lost, but I think from the video I used to pop its cherry, it will serve its purpose quite well.
For mood music, I don't think I went anywhere near wrong by choosing the sexiness of Janet Jackson's "Throb". The lyrics of that song so epitomizes the part of my versatility that you know - the bottoming part. So get tantalized and teased as I show you another side of me from behind my closed doors. Enjoy.
I hope to see you Wednesday night.
B.U2B. FREE,
Tre-X.com
BuffBoyzz, Still THE BOYS!
I regret to inform you that while my last entry boasted about my being a new member of the BuffBoyzz, I am now no longer one of them. I am not one to quit something so soon unless I find something wrong in the running of it early on. Therefore, let me start off by saying that unlike the poor management I criticized Splash for when I was dancing for Bobby Ausitn (in my personal blog), poor management was not the case here. It was simply a matter of the traveling taking too much time and energy out of me where I would be unable to give my blogs and website the attention that makes them as well-written, informative, and entertaining as I try to make them and you may find them to be.
With that being the case, those of you who may remember the Gaiety in NYC, will not be disappointed if you go see these guys in action. I was entertained and "stimulated" while being just a performer to the point that I wanted to spring for a champagne room myself. So even without me there, I strongly recommend that you check out the BuffBoyzz. And who knows, I may stop by to check out the hotties there myself.
B.U2B. FREE,
Tre-X.com
Take A Trip To Show World
Last Saturday morning, my cell phone rang about 10:45 AM. On the weekend, I never call anyone until about 2 PM at the earliest, because you never know what kind of mischief they are sleeping off or still in the midst of during the morning hours. In fact, you may recall my encounter with the 2 Swedes. Well around 10:45 AM that Saturday morning, I simultaneously had 1 Swedish dick thrusting and throbbing in my ass while another was doing the same in my mouth. With that in mind, since I knew by the ringtone that it wasn't Mom calling, I thought that whoever was waking me up with this phone call, better be calling with something good.
The phone call was from my friend, Taino.
It turns out he threw my name in to be a dancer for a new gig he just started. So at this point, I felt I got woken up for a good thing after all.
Unlike on a porn set with my scene partner, with a dancing gig I practice restraint in the fact that I don't make my intense attraction to my fellow dancers known. With that being my credo, I had to kick that restraint into high gear because I walked in to find that all of my fellow dancers were fuckin' hot. Definitely earning their name, BUFFBOYZZ. So the restraint I had to practice was to remain a BuffBoy, and not become the BuffBoyzz's FluffBoy.
If you add that plus the stage letting me go beyond the limitations of dancing on a bar, I had a fun night where I will be coming back for more. And I hope you will come by, say "HI" to me and the guys. The ways we can welcome and entertain you are listed in this flyer:
If thoughts of what you may have missed already doesn't get you there, then I don't know what will. Things like me and Taino getting messy in a show where he sprays me with whipped cream and licks it off of me. Well, that among other things. And to find out what other things, you have to come over and find out. Because we will definitely motivate you to want to come back for more.
B.U2B. FREE,
Tré Xavier of
Tre-X.com
After a night out dancing at Splash, I met 2 Swedish guys and brought them back to my place. And ever since that morning, I've been hearing the song "Mirror" by Ne-Yo playing in my head. And it makes sense as to why.
You see, I've rearranged my room a bit since my Fleshlight demo video. And for the most part unintentionally, I wound up with 2 mirrors that allow me to see my bed while I'm - shall we say - having some fun. I say for the most part unintentionally because it was planned for me to have just 1 mirror for that purpose.
The way it became 2 mirrors is because part of my rearranging my room meant moving my bed, and when I moved my bed it wound up being to the side of my bathroom. And my bathroom door has a mirror on it that if you open it ajar just so, that mirror also shows the bed. Needless to say, that when I brought these Swedes back to my place, I used those mirrors to my advantage and satisfied the freak that I can be. I peaked in one mirror to see one of their asses flexing while he fucked me doggy-style. I used another to see all 3 of us in a fucking train with me on my stomach. Then went back to the 1st mirror for a glimpse of myself while I had one of them who was tall and slim on all fours and me mounting him to I could fuck that nice ass of his.
Now, to a point the song "Mirror" by Ne-Yo is quite fitting here. There's just one porblem with the lyrics for me.
For a gay man, the lyrics work best if you're a top. Not a bottom, like I was for most of this romp.
With that in mind, and my ability to write poetry, I decided to write something for the gay man with one verse from the prospective of a bottom and another verse from the prospective of a top. Or the entire poem can be for a gay man who is completely versatile. I leave it up to you.
Enjoy. I hope it inspires some sexy ideas for to play safe with. And remember, IT'S COPYWRITTEN, SO NO STEALING!
Who ... What ... Why ... View
You want a night in my world
You won't be denied
Because you cause a craving in me
That makes me want you inside
Inside of me
Tickling nerves within
I'm tickled even more right
With the outside view to take in
I'm leaving the lights on
I'm in the mood to see
All you do to cause quivers
That will be so pleasing to me
You ask me to enter
And take you from behind
But there are parts of you
Even with lights on, I'm still blind
Your smile as you're pleasured
When I glide to that spot
And the sight of you dripping
To show I'm about to make you pop
I want to see myself grind to unleash in you
The freak I know you are
Look into those mirrors and that camera
For tonight you are my star
How do you want it?
See the action now
Or see it later on
So should I situate the mirrors
Or turn the video camera on
This has long been my sexy dream
Now in my own place, I can make it seen
By only our eyes tonight
You'll learn what I call a pleasing sight
Who I want to view is
You - Baby, take your position and let the show begin
What I want to view is
All I can't see 'cause of the position you have me in
Why I want to view it
Is 'cause your moves gives a rush I want again and again
Seeing your muscle flexing action
Is what will give me satisfaction
B.U2B. FREE,
Tré Xavier of
Tre-X.com
Surprise In A Pile Drive
A few years ago, from 1997 to 2000, I used to work at the NY Mercantile Exchange as a Data Entry Operator. Those of you who know about my past would know that at that time, I was unaware of my sexuality. I kept trying to tell myself I was straight when I have since come to the realization of how with my degree of bisexuality that is only a small part true. Well, I had a gay and out co-worker who was sure beyond a shadow of a doubt that I was gay as well. We would even get into arguments because of my denial. Then one day, I admitted to him that my being gay was a possibility. We talked on the phone often, but never got together so that we could hang out somewhere where I could be faced with the truth once and for all. It probably was for the best, because at the time, my co-worker was into Black men, but at that time my attraction to Black men didn't evolve to the point it is at now. He left from working at the NY Mercantile Exchange a few months before me, and after he left we lost touch.
Ever since I got into porn, everytime I stepped onto a set, I always wondered "What would he say if he could see me now?", and "Does he know that I'm doing this?"
Well, this past October, I got my answer in the form of this email in my XTube account:
Child you are doing big things I remember when i used to tell you that you where gay and you told me i aint know what i was talking about. Now your a porn star what the hell but baby i knew that fat ass on you was made for a good fucking papi you doing it big I'm proud of you. Just incase you don't know who this is we used to work together at the Merc. ..... if you still don't know hit me back and I will tell yo my name but you should know papito cause I was bout the only dude at that job you trusted ... Aries all the way
I did send a reply, then he replied with his phone number. I had been meaning to call him back for a while, then I finally got around to it after New Year's. And one question that I had to ask was, when was the 1st time he saw me in a porno? Was it my videos on XTube?
As it turned out, it wasn't on XTube. He saw me on XTube later on. It was in Love Of The Dick 4 where he 1st saw me in a porno. He said he was watching the movie at 2 in the morning on his laptop, and saw the beginning of the scene with me and Double R. He (like most) fast forwarded to the sex, and when he pressed "play" it started playing during the part of the sex when I was being pile-driven by Double R. He thought to himself while seeing me get fucked, "I know that guy."
He told me he was so determine to find out for sure who I was, he then turned his laptop upside down to see my face. Then he thought, "No fuckin' way!"
He then remembered my tattoo, which I got back in 1998. So he rewound the scene to where I 1st take my shirt off. And there it was - my self-designed tattoo on my left arm.
He said he told his friends, and they all said that when I came out, I came out with a vengeance.
And I won't argue with them about that. But isn't that what us Aries do. When we do something new, we do it BIG. And I had to, it was in my personal nature. I was always an exhibitionist, but hypocrisy of my religious upbringing held me back from exploring it. Now, I have nothing against a religious upbringing, just can the hypocrisy with the "holier-than-thou" attitude, because we all do our thing - be it good or bad. And now I'm doing mine.
With that in mind, I'm glad we got back in touch with each other. It gave me a chance to see in hindsight how I had support for who I truly was then, and how that support is continuing into now.
B.U2B. FREE,
Tré Xavier of
Tre-X.com
Hungry Loins In Aisle 1 - The Newbie
Last time I wrote about how I met a pair of guys with one of them hitting on me in an adult video store. Well very recently, I got hit on again in that very same store.
Is it something about Chelsea that draws these very upfront guys? Or is it something about me that makes them feel comfortable enough to hit on me - there of all places?
This time the guy was maybe in his late 30s or early 40s with graying hair standing at the end of the aisle. I was looking at some bi videos which was on the outside between 2 aisles.I could see that he was not checking me out with side glances, but he was actually staring at me like he was in a trance. It actually made me feel a bit uneasy. I moved over further within the 1st aisle, and he came over there still browsing.
He asked me, "Do you have any idea of what's good here?"
I told him, "No. I'm trying to figure that out myself."
He then told me, "I see. Well, I'm new to this."
I could have receommended my movies from Pitbull, but he seemed more into mainstream porn. But then again, maybe that's why he was staring at me. He might have known who I was, and if he did, and read my blog, then he would have known that I didn't become sexually active and came out until I was a few weeks from turning 31. So who better to guide him through the coming out process at a later age, if he wasn't just running a line on me.
He told me I was very cute, then asked me my name, and I told him my legal name instead. If I didn't know his intentions, I definitely knew when he asked me if I was a top or bottom. I told him I'm becoming more versatile but I'm a little more of a bottom. He then informed me that he was a top.
He asked me if I was seeing anyone, and I told him I was, but it was very new. And that was not a line, it was actually true at the time.
What shocked me was his next question, and my answer. He asked if I wanted his number, and I said, "I don't think I should."
A part of me was trying to be faithful to seeing where me and the guy I had just started seeing would go, and being that it was so new, I had no reason to not explore other possibilities. So since this guy was quite attractive, I was wondering what reason was another part of me being more domineering and screaming, "DON'T DO IT!"
Maybe, it was once again, the fact that we are in a porno shop, and you don't see guys start up too many conversations with each other there. Probably because they're so focused on getting a porno to get off to that they're not thinking about the possibility of obtaining a real live piece of ass that just happens to be right in front of their face. I guess in that case, I should take it as a compliment that I have a presence that brings them into back into reality of how that could actually happen.
Or is it the fact that you don't find too many good-looking guys in porno shops? I know many cute guys who own porn, big collections of it, but they turn out being cute guys with peas for balls because they lack the nerve to walk into a store and buy them. Maybe it's the thought that because they're cute, they don't want to seem hard up, and possibly get caught walking out of the store by someone they know.
Is that why I come off appealing enough to these guys that they get up the nerve to talk to me in an adult video store? Because by my having the nerve to be perceived as cute and walk in the store, I come off being just as horny as everybody else, more down-to-earth, more real?
If so, then that's a damn shame. Because while I may have been perceived as too cute to be in a porno shop, then so were those guys that I turned down. Maybe I should have seen what would have transpired with them, instead of the "beauty by skin-deep only" homos that I have a history of spending my time with.
And just while writing this, I think I figured out that's exactly why I turned them down. I thought they were so hot, that for them to see a real live guy they would like to spend time with (be it a one-night stand or for a real relationship) in a porno shop of all places was impossible. Of course, I have nothing against a porno shop, but to me, it's like meeting someone in a sex club and making a long-term relationship from it. But this last guy especially, (by asking if I was seeing someone and for my phone number) appeared to want to be pursuing the possibility of just that much more.
Is there something in the air of that adult video store on 14th Street & 6th Avenue that makes these guys boldly approach other patrons? Whatever it is, one day I might take some hot guy up on their offer of a good time. But for now, I think I'll reluctantly pass.
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Tré Xavier of
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